wat !!!

hahahah , i think i really really need a doctor . heahah . this is wat i did when im alone at home .. like nobody around me .

friday's meal ..

wasn't this great ? haa .. this is wat they called indian food .. yumm yummm . super delicious .. :)

dont hate me cause im beautiful.....:)

well , hello again .. lifes good now, no more dramatic or comedy ehhh.. every things is going good is going great..juz act .. im so sad cause i need to move from taman molek to SERI ALAM ~! wat place is that .. i dont even know dude.. aiyaahhh!! alot of problem..y?? . but ! chill is only seri alam... not shah alam..seri alam is not far from my place now.cause theres a highway ... and FYI  tomorrow is my ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY wit my hubby bunny petal ...hee LOVE.., wat happen at past .. i still keep it in my heart..now!!!.. im no beauty queen . im just beautiful me ... :)) i got every right to a beautiful life ....im not perfect but im worth it ..and thats me.. OFFICIALLY MANDA ..itu BUKUMUKA fb : peyjal manda (c)

...sit and wait

i hope u get back what u did okay miss ! soon . tomorrow  never die. :)
just dont worry . cause i never destroy your life ahh miss.
thats the point okay .
as soon u will wake up . and ask forgiveness from god .:)
cause if not. welcome to HELL mister ....

im god creation

all the past that i've been trough into my live hv i polished .. it doesnt mean anything to me... its ruined my life. i felt sucks when im back at the situation . felt like cruise it. and burn it. so that it will never came back again . all then tears are some shit that makes my lifes smells evil . what are those.? u guys never understand.. cause u  guys never know. im talking about girl that hv ruined my life...and  there she is.. looking2 at me..(apebenda ahh ??) yeah i want to talk that way !!!! hahah . yess . i never believe u . u know.. ahah' asss stalker ..

i'll come back

Clip my wings,so I can't fly
No! For i would rather die
Tie me with chains that bind
And I'd go right out of my mind
Hold me,then let me go my way
And I'll come back again someday
Love is not proving myself to you
But giving freedom for all I must do
Don't give me an alternative,I must choose
For that way you can only loose
Hold your head high,it's nothing you lacJust let me go and I'll come back

ape ??? !!!

NEW UPDATE . nothing more important than my self (chelsea amanda) every second of my life is like diamond. as a teenager im glad to be alive. but i need a freedom. (normal kid) im normal but not my life. feel like im in prison all the time with those evil! i hate being such a useless person . and i hate mix wit all those evil! ruined my life alwayss! i need one person i my life ...(let it be secret)  superman ... i need superman ..